Happiness IS an option

Well, today I felt something I didn't think I'd feel again - happiness.

Why? Well, a fellow co-worker told me was leaving. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not dancing on his grave. He mentioned to me in an IM and suggested I should apply for his job. It's in the Music Channel, and part of me feels like the spy who came in from the cold, being stuck out in the mobile wilderness for far too long.

Another part of me is concerned that that part of my life is behind me. 

My love, however obsessive, has always been music. As with my heritage, I have to embrace what I am, not try and hide parts of me.

Anyway, when he told me the news (and good luck to him in his new position), I really was on cloud nine. We work to such a crushing routine sometimes that it's hard to illicit any emotion. I came home tonight from seeing Spider-man 2 and I really had a strange sensation. Some emotions, like happiness and love (maybe they ARE the same thing), I just don't expect to really feel again. It was a shocker alrighty.

Well. I wanna sleep now. That's all really.