Rock Bottom?

I seem to have hit rock bottom today. I've spent most of the day posting my CV on job sites to try and get a position back in Toronto.

I don't really know why.

Might be that I'm fed up with London and that Toronto is safe for me, mentally. I didn't leave in 2000 under a cloud of animosity, and I still enjoy going back. Who knows. If I was offered a job that was decent, I'd go back.

While I love England, I don't know whether I love living here. Too much of the bad things in life are prospering here.